For the past two years, Luanna Gillett has been living a nightmare - she was sexually assaulted by a fellow cop, forced to give up her career, and now she still can't get justice.
Gillet was a constable at the San Ignacio police station when she was groped by former Corporal Durman Dawson. It was caught on camera and released for the world to see. But Gillett stayed the course and was adamant about having her day in court. But that day hasn't come yet.
For two years, she's been back and forth, patiently waiting to put this behind her, but being forced to relive the trauma again and again. It's affected her job, her mental health, and even her home life as a mother of 3 with a husband.
But after another adjournment yesterday, she's fed up and decided to tell her story to the nation. And she chose this date - two years from the video of her assault first went viral. Courtney Menzies spoke with Gillett today in Belmopan:
Luanna Gillett, Sexual Assault Victim
"It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous, they can't make it make sense to me. And that's what I asked them, please make it make sense what you're doing."
That's how former police constable Luanna Gillett feels after she's been given the run around by the justice system. Gillett was assaulted on February 14, 2024 at her workplace - the San Ignacio police station - by a male officer - and it was captured on surveillance video. She says that was the start of a nightmare that she can't seem to wake up from.
Luanna Gillett, Sexual Assault Victim
"I don't even feel Valentine's Day anymore, I don't celebrate that day, moreover that we're in Women's Month, I don't even celebrate Women's Month for that matter because I was assaulted inside the San Ignacio Police Station by one of my colleague. He wasn't just my colleague, he was my squad brother, we did training together, ever since we passed out from training academy, we worked together, I served ten years in the police department, and ever since the incident, it has just been a nightmare."
Reporter
"Why is this day significant to you?"
Luanna Gillett, Sexual Assault Victim
"This day broke me. One, the main reason why the day broke me, the 4th of March, was the day that they aired, I don't know how, they aired the video of the incident on social media. And this day also marked the day my mother passed away. We were at the burying ground visiting my mom when I got a phone call telling me that the video with my incident was all over the media. I froze. Because I took out my phone and I went and I saw it and I froze."
And to add insult to injury, after the incident, Gillett had to give up the career she built up for the last decade.
Luanna Gillett, Sexual Assault Victim
"I had to make the toughest decision in my life and give up my career. I couldn't endure anymore, I couldn't deal with the torture, the torment, the re-victimization, the sulky attitude, the disrespect, like I would walk in the station, say morning, after the incident, nobody answered me, they just watch me like I'm crazy."
"I had to make the decision, it was either my happiness, my kids' happiness or the job. I asked for a departmental transfer. I got my departmental transfer. When I got it, I was posted at Ministry of Home Affairs. In June last year, the CEO rotated me, gave me a slap in the face and placed me at the Belize Police Department headquarters to work. So it is like it undid all my efforts to try to recover and build back myself, putting me to work there."
And even after enduring all that, she is now facing what she calls re-victimization by the courts. She explained that she does not get information about her cases, she is never summoned in person, and even when the matter is in the courtroom, it is repeatedly adjourned, pushing the trial's start date to over two years later. This victim believes the system is trying to protect the accused, former corporal Durman Dawson.
Luanna Gillett, Sexual Assault Victim
"They give him special preference when he goes to court. I mean I know a lot of senior officers at the courts probably don't know those things are happening and I hope that by seeing this, they can address it so that it doesn't happen to other people. What saddens my heart is if it could happen to me who was a serving member of the Belize Police Department, it could happen to any other civilian."
"Apparently they charged the young man the 20th February, and adjournment start. 28th of February 2024 adjournment started and I knew nothing about those adjournments."
"The 13th of January 2025 an adjournment came up, I didn't get any summons, I didn't know anything. I got to know about the summons through one of the witnesses. They sent me the summons and said I just got summoned for your case. I'm like how did you get summoned for my case and I didn't?"
"When I went, it's like they saw a ghost when I popped up in their persecution office and told them, morning, I came to check on my case. Oh what a coincidence, your case is Monday, for adjournment the 13th of January."
"They adjourned it to the 10th of November for trial, they sent me a summons through WhatsApp, I showed up at court, his attorney asked for an adjournment because he hadn't gone through the disclosure, XYZ, cow fat and horse dead. Final adjournment 26th of February set for trial."
She believed this would be the start of a new chapter - that she would finally get justice and would be able to heal. But she was let down once again.
Luanna Gillett, Sexual Assault Victim
"Thursday came, I talked to one of the witnesses and I said, aren't you going upstairs? She said, no, they told me from yesterday no court tomorrow because no magistrate. So I said what, but how did they call you and they didn't call me and tell me anything?"
"What beats it is that this defendant is on magistrate court bail."
"In any other circumstance... a bench warrant would be set out for that defendant and that defendant's bail would be revoked or he would have to go to explain to the magistrate why a bench warrant should be set for him or why he was absent but that's just to show and that's just for people to see the kind of immunity, the kind of powers, the kind of protection he believes or he thinks he has from the San Ignacio police formation."
"Now adjourned to yesterday the 3rd of March. I showed up, he showed up, but please let's not forget from the time this thing was set for trial, coming, coming, coming, coming I asked who will prosecute? I asked everybody, nobody can't answer me who will prosecute."
"Then like minutes to 12 the magistrate addressed the matter. The prosecutor asked about the defendant's counsel so they got that the counselor had asked for an adjournment because he got notified late. How will you get notified late? Of course you'll get notified late because the defendant wasn't at court last week Thursday."
"We broke, the magistrate told him to get in contact with his attorney because the trial will be set for 1:00. We went for lunch, came back, 1:00 he didn't reach. Magistrate said he would give him 10 minutes grace period for him to reach. When he reached 1:15 he did not even have the audacity to apologize to the court for being late. That's the kind of ego he has. The magistrate asked him where his attorney is, he told him he's on his way, he doesn't know where he is. From there he confirmed that the attorney is at Rockville."
"So the magistrate said that he has to adjourn the case. That was like someone pushed their hand in my chest and ripped out my heart when the magistrate made mention of that. Oh because it's not the defendant's fault that the attorney isn't there and they have to serve justice for the defendant too and everything has to be balanced."
"My thing is, she mentioned something that stuck with me, that's bothering me. I didn't sleep last night because this is bothering me. You're telling me you need to serve justice on behalf of the defendant so who's serving justice for me the victim? Who is serving justice for me? I'm the victim. Normally it's the victim that get's served justice. So who is serving justice for me?"
And now Gillett has to wait until May 7th and hope that her case will finally be heard. But despite all the hardships, she says she won't give up and she encourages any facing a similar circumstances to do the same.
Luanna Gillett, Sexual Assault Victim
"And I want to say to any female, it doesn't have to be from the police department, it could be anywhere you are and you get assaulted in any way, don't be afraid to stand up against your attacker. No matter if they're man, woman, no matter who it is, nobody is stronger than God and nobody is stronger than your mind."
Gillett told us that while she hasn't received support from the department, she has gotten it from the National Women's Commission, who were unaware that she had yet to get justice in the courtroom.
We did attempt to get a comment from the accused Durman Dawson - who has been dismissed from the police department - but up to news time, he had not responded.
We also reached out to the Commissioner of Police for comment - but, up to news time, no response.